By my birthday I want to be 99 lbs. That's 2.3 lbs a week, which 8,050 calories a week i need to cut out. Which equals 1,150 a day. So I can eat 850 calories a day. We'll say 800 for good measure.  If i can stick with 800, in november i'll bump it down to 700. 

I need to be 91.8 lbs by the end. that's 15% under weight. They won't believe me until i'm 91.8 lbs. 

i don't need food. i don't need anything.

I can do this. I've lost 81 pounds. What's 28 more? 

I think I was thinner this morning. Didn't weigh. Felt like I had too much in me from yesterday. Waiting till thursday. Or sunday if I can do it. That'll be a whole week.  that's longer than i've gone in years. in order for this plan to work, i need to be 124.5 by sunday. 

i think i would be thinner, if i didn't love peanut butter so fucking much. peanut butter will make you fat, amy. stop eating it. 

im glad no one reads this. they would all think i'm crazy.

down, down, down...