Somehow my 'learn-to-love-amy-blog' quickly turned into a 'i'll-do-this-till-it-kills-me-blog' 

There is so much I don't understand. 

Like why I can't stick with anything longer than 2 days.

Or why I can't just be happy.

Or God. 

Or anything, really.

I don't know what I'm doing/thinking/saying anymore.