i can't ever sleep. and i'm out of my medicine. and i haven't slept in my apartment yet. though it's been mine for 6 days. all of my stuff is there. i never want to take this sweater off. i don't ever get invited out with my coworkers, because i'm boring and lame and i don't want to drink away $40 every night. im scared of the cold weather.

the winter does this to me, every. single. year.